What do you think I should do?

[bordercolliekennel]

What do you think I should do? I have no idea anymore. I'm like going back and forth and I am so confuzzed. I started talking about this in my other topic but I'm haveing more problems.

So my BF(Kyle), idk what to do about him. So, like idk were to start. Well as I said in the other topis we went to the movies and it was my first date and I felt kinda nevous.

So like the other day he asked me if I wanted to double with him and his friend and his friend's GF. So I was like yeah I guess. So then my friend was like "I'm going too, with the guy I like." So I was like "cool". And she was like "sucks you have to go with that girl alex, shes really pretty" and I was like "damn it are you kidding me" then she showed me a pic and I was like "damn it she is pretty" and she was like "you might wanna watch her and kyle, ive been watching them in summer school for you, but you might wanna watch them" and I was like "y is she like going to hit on him" and shes like "no, I think the problem would be more of him hitting on her" and I was like "what, would he really do that" and she was like "yeah probably, when he had a gf before he put his arm around me and told me that he loves me" I was like "are you seriuos, I don't wanna go anymore" and she was like "and leave them alone there, not smart" I was like "your right but i don't wanna go but I guess I have to" then she was like "i'll ask her if hes hit on hr tomorrow for you" and I was like "k thanks".

So then I bawled my eyes out and started pacing around the house cause I thought he was hitting on anthor girl and was probably going to cheat on me. Then she got out of summer school and was like "don't worry there just friends" and I was like "ok, but still don't like her". And I still didn't trust him.

So then we went to the thing and me and Kyle hung out with my friend(Micheala) and the guy she likes. So at first I was like hanging out with micheala while she was waiting for the guy to come and Kyle was there and didn't really say anyhitng to him and I kinda avoided him and Micheala pushed me a little and was like "go sit next to your bf" and I was like "no". So then we got in and she was next to kyle and she was messing with him and she was like "I want a hug" and he was like "no" and I could kinda he was acting like I don't wanna cause jess will get ****ed at me. So then she looked at me and she was like "do you care if I hug your bf" and I was like "no" and so she hugged him and he was like not happy, it was kinda funny. And then she kept kicking him in the knees and i was like "stop being abusive". So then we were joking around and stuff and I wasn't really talking to Kyle and stuff. And then we were giving each other piggy back rides like little five year olds and so Micheala was like "Kyle give jess I piggy back" and I was like "no, I don't wanna break his back" and he was like "no, you won'y" and I was like "yes I will" so then they tried to force me and I was like "no" and they weren't strong enough to push me.

So then I they were all like I wanna go swimming and I was like "you guys go swim, I don't wanna". So then they were all like please. And Kyle was like "please for me" and I was like "no, I don't wanna get in" and hes like "you hate me, don't you" and I was like "no, y do you think I hate you" and he was like "idk" and I was like "well wtf". So then they were all like just get in i was like no. So then it was funny micheala was like "get in or I'll make you make out with Kyle" and I was like "well I'm deff not getting in now". So then they were like just put your feet in and we pinky promise we won't pull you in. So i was like ok. So I put my feet in and they pulled me in shock shock. So then we were having fun and stuff but I still wasn't really talking to Kyle. So then the Alex girl comes over and is like "hi" and from like that moment I hated her, she was this snoby, flirty attitude and it ****es me off.

So then we got out and we were like getting ready to leave and I was like talking to Kyle a little more. So then we went to leave and my mom called and was like "get outside now" and i was like whatev. So then we got out and my mom was like right there but we had to like walk around. So then I was like can I have a hug. And he hugged me and kissed me on the check and i kissed him back. And then mt mom was like "I saw that" and I was like Damn "I thoght you weren't watching", lol.

So like I go back and forth casue I kinda don't like him that much and I really don't trust him but then hes all like sweet and stuff. So I don't know what to do. What do you guys think?

[xxnefariousxx]

A) If you can't trust him - then there is no relationship. You have to be able to trust the man you're with if you have any hope. If you feel like you can't trust him, then it's just a waste of energy.

B) Communication is a must. Personally, I felt bad for Kyle, because you were in a pouty mood but didn't tell him why. He thinks it's all him. You've got to be able to talk to Kyle about anything if you want it to work. It takes two to be in a relationship, not just one.

C) If you feel like you don't like him, then end it with him. It's not fair to Kyle to be with a girl that he really likes, but to have her kinda like him. Y'know? Maybe do a Pros and Cons list... Or just listen to your heart. You're only twelve, so you'll have LOTS of other guys in your life yet to come.

Hope that helps a little! I might add more later.

[bordercolliekennel]

Thanks it deffinatly did help.

I'm going to the movies with him tomorow(hopefully) and I think I'm just going to see how that goes and then decid what to do.